周记(2.15-3.7):返校
封面
最近的视听玩
- 星引擎party
- Left4Dead2
- Broken girls s02
- 多邻国
- 葬送的芙莉蓮
- figma教程
- Empire State of Mind-JAY-Z
- Wonderland-廿四味
- Animal-Noah Kahan
言论与想法
写作方式
这是头一次半个多月没写周记了,我感觉周记都要月记了。每次从相册里找五花八门的照片,然后传到github上,然后打开手机音乐,或者是workflowy,都会让我感觉自己什么都没做却又努力寻找时间里自己留下的痕迹。之前看到一个评论讲日记如果没有自己的想法,那就是彻头彻尾的流水账,不如让GPT帮忙写一篇作文来的美观。
所以我决定,之后写周记会更多的添加自己的想法,而且会优先写能一下子回忆起来的事情,图片不再单独列一个板块,而是作为文章的辅助说明。
“挑战杯”大学生创业竞赛
这个差不多忙了一个星期,所谓“创业”实际上是对一个想法的包装,实现与否不在讨论范围之内,但是必须让它看起来能实现。
之前我一直往阴暗面去想这个比赛,寻思这不就是纯纯的画大饼吗,认为这个比赛其实说白了就是吹牛比赛,也可称作ppt大赛,ppt做的越好,给分越高,全国那么多项目,到最后落地的可能没有几个;为了讨个评委开心,拼命往上堆点子;后来想想,其实也有光明面在的,如果你要创业,其实里面很多东西也是真实情况下少不了的,在这里我举几个例子:团队协作(哪怕是骗子团队),公司财务测算,产品宣传,股权分配,一些工商注册手续,更重要的是这个画大饼的方式与方法。
因为我对公司财务不是很了解,所以负责一些ui设计和ppt设计。这些东西其实意义不大,难度在于如何增强冲击力,使之不像项目书一样读来枯燥无味。大字体,图片,红框框往往比较有冲击力,这也是一直以来大家都在用的;内容不够可以编;字数太多绝对不行。
这也是我第一次误打误撞参加这种比赛,其实我自己比较享受创作的过程的,虽然内心一直有个声音告诉我——这东西没用,技术含量不高,但实话实话,这种制作总比待在寝室打游戏或者刷推特要好,熬夜也算有一些意义在里面。
就业去向
刚才我校发了一篇公众号推文,讲的是2023年毕业生去向。令我很吃的一点是竟然有超过一半的学生继续深造,也就是考研保研或者出国了。而且出国第一目的地是英国,第二是澳洲,第三香港,第四日本,第五才是美国;可能艺术生比较多吧。
其实我一直有个点不明白,为什么有这样多都去考研,难道会有一半的人有科研志向吗?之前在一个办公室里听见计算机学院排名第一的同学和老师打电话,老师用的语气就是命令的语气,毫无客气可言;就算这样,他也要去完成老师给的杂七杂八的任务,包括但不限于批改作业,修改课件,做个UI等等等。小组组长是教课学院计算机专业第一名,也得完成老师给的奇特任务,包括但不限于改改他的英语教材的语法错误,给他个openai账户等等等。大伙忍声吞气,有的是为了要一个毕业证,有的是高绩点,有的是一些好处。
其实我觉得这个怪圈学生怎么也无法跳出来,除非有两种情况你不用打工,一是亲属关系,二是我行我素。我个人觉得这活干不干,还是得从心出发,想一下自己到底喜不喜欢干,还有这个老师是个慈善家还是皮条客还是资本家,绝对不能盲从。
这让我想起来在小学,初中的时候当了好多杂七杂八的班干部,我现在觉得可能真的意义不大,反而让儿童时期的我挺难受。个人的发展主要取决于天生的个性,有的人可能啥也不会,但是下命令是一个好手,凭这一点就能组成一个牛逼的团队给他打工。
奥莱买衣服
上周末的时候走走走,走到了砂之船奥特莱斯,我几乎从来没有一个人在线下买过衣服,看不懂款式,折扣,全凭自己喜欢来。不过这种卖场真的挺不错的,是真的挺便宜,在老家买一双鞋的价格这里差不多能买两双。
买的太快,有两件有点小的,一件大过头的出给了舍友。其实我每次看到服务业人员都有点不想去打搅的想法,但是他们的工作性质决定了就要为顾客服务。这几天终于有点想通了,如果我是服务员,不去理顾客,那我才是彻彻底底的失败了;如果顾客理我,让我帮他服务,反而会比干站着开心,因为我体现出了自己的价值。
体育课
这个学期斗胆报了野外拓展课,听闻是全校最难的体育课,是名不虚传,但是有夸张的成分在里面。
运动保持一个健康的身体绝对不是说说而已,活得长就是财富,甚至是超越财富的存在。体能的提升必须让自己累上加累,抓单杠想象成在悬崖,跑步想象后面有狼在追。
老师说的一句话我印象挺深刻,就是未来只有两种人,一种特别特别瘦,另一种身体肥胖,腿部退化,只有手部发达。虽然有虚构的成分在,但是躺在床上玩一万年手机说不定就会变成这个样子。
素描课
素描课是一个自己都感受不到成长的课程,因为它的弱反馈特点,导致感受不到自己有何提升。每个老师都讲素描里面要掺入自己的观察、想法,看着人家作品的乱,那个乱是有想法的乱;自己想要模仿去乱,那个乱是真的乱。
可意会不可言传,这可能就是美术的特性。其本质并不复杂,无非就是把看到的,想到的画下来给能理解的人看,找出有趣的地方和错误的地方,其中错误的地方仅仅存在于写实画里,而抽象画本就没有对错。
这就好似stable diffusion画的和人手绘的,我们惊叹于软件生成的速度与真实的画家的感觉,可是其缺少灵魂,没有自己的想法,像是同样是木头材质的,一个是机器车床车的珠子,一个是人手工雕的塑像,前者看着摸着都不错,但是也仅限于看看摸摸。
莫奈卡的一波三折
去年夏天我申请了一张莫奈卡和两张中行的储蓄卡,储蓄卡用来结汇购汇到莫奈卡里去,莫奈卡用于可能出现的国外取款和海淘。
- 网上审批。莫奈卡在去年初修改了申请规则,要求只能从上海发出,不能全国配送,也不在上海内配送,所以地址必须填写精确到门牌号的上海地址。之前填了一些地址审批不过,我就只能填了个上海希尔顿逸林酒店的地址。
- 卡的制作。鬼知道我等了多久,肯定不少于三个月,我自己亲自坐高铁到虹桥站,然后坐慢悠悠的绿色二号线到花木路取的。好处是顺便逛了下旁边的新国际博览中心。
- 开一类卡。我到老家的两件中行,说开一类卡,死活不给开,不管是外出上学,务工都不给,这也是相当的奇葩,无异于卖药的因为药品有副作用就把药店关了。所以又从上海网申了两张卡,其中一张卡寄到了老家,只能寒假回家的时候激活了。
- 冻结。买了200港币又卖出,又买了20美元,然后开了不到一个星期的一类卡就被冻结了。在杭州签了一些文件,还要发到开卡行去处理才解冻,并且把限额降到了一天一万人民币。
在这里表扬下中国银行上海碧云支行,我虽然没去过,但是从电话里来说,态度还是很不错的,回电积极,工作效率高,尽管开卡跳过了KYC流程,却还告知封卡原因,亲自发邮件给留下支行,指导如何解冻。相比杭州留下支行态度就要差一些,特别是在玻璃后面的柜员,一脸不屑表情。
还有一件有意思的事情就是在留下支行,大堂经理说那几个老外在干嘛,这时候有个客户就说,作为服务业,怎么能叫人家老外呢。我觉得也有一定道理,大堂经理笑笑说他们听得懂的,然后旁边一个保安模样的说每天来20多个老外,我们就这么叫。“老外 ”其实算是一个中性词吧,并没有辱骂的含义,叫“外宾”有点太过尊敬,“外国人”有点疏远,“老外”反而听着比较亲切,就是不知道他们怎么想的。
《同名人》
这书是一个星期前读的了,讲的是印度移民第一代和第二代的故事。第一代兢兢业业,遵守传统,在当地社会开辟自己的一个小天地;第二代则陷入婚恋、生活方式的挑战。
书中男主爸爸在麻省理工工作,妈妈是也是印度人。他去纽约学了建筑,认识两个美国女孩,最后却与印度女孩结婚,但婚后女方出轨,去寻找不同的生活去了。
其实这就是个进退两难的大问题,衍生出许多小问题,导致找一个价值观不仅符合自己,还要符合父母的人难上加难。我觉得对自己的质疑可能占了很大一部分,相信自己的个性,可能弥补不同文化之间的裂缝。
日久见人心,和女性朋友做出结婚的选择之前,需要长时间的相处,切不可因为成长文化背景类似就误以为是真爱;不同文化背景并不意味着没有可能,而是要自己去改变。
大模型摧毁工科的研究了吗
听到有学长说,大模型把之前火爆的机器学习领域剩下的分支全部都ko了,只有一些小而精的项目还能存活。
具体我也不是很了解,但是我觉得计算机这一行现在正在走向同质化。
小知识
单词(gemini生成)
1. wacky (古怪的)
- Example:
He has a wacky sense of humor.
2. frisbee (飞盘)
- Example:
We played frisbee in the park.
3. ledge (平台)
- Example:
The hiker stood on a narrow ledge overlooking the valley.
4. premonition (预感)
- Example:
She had a premonition that something bad was going to happen.
5. parlor (客厅)
- Example:
The family gathered in the parlor to watch TV.
6. aisle (过道)
- Example:
The bride walked down the aisle towards the groom.
7. smuggle (走私)
- Example:
The criminals were arrested for smuggling drugs into the country.
8. estate auction (遗产拍卖)
- Example:
The auction house held an estate auction to sell off the belongings of a wealthy family.
9. tapestry (挂毯)
- Example:
The museum displayed an intricate tapestry depicting a biblical scene.
10. stash (藏匿)
- Example:
The thief stashed the stolen money in a secret hiding place.
11. trophy (奖杯)
- Example:
The team was awarded a trophy for winning the championship.
12. defraud (欺诈)
- Example:
The scammer defrauded the victim out of thousands of dollars.
13. disguise (伪装)
- Example:
The spy wore a disguise to infiltrate enemy territory.
14. chignon (发髻)
- Example:
The ballerina wore her hair in a sleek chignon.
15. unorthodox (非正统的)
- Example:
The scientist proposed an unorthodox theory that challenged established norms.
16. hurdle (障碍)
- Example:
The track and field athlete cleared the hurdle with ease.
17. paddle (划桨)
- Example:
The canoeists used paddles to propel themselves through the river.
18. hymen (处女膜)
- Example:
The doctor examined the patient to determine if her hymen was intact.
19. cake tease (磨蹭)
- Example:
The cat gave the mouse a cake tease before pouncing on it.
20. siren voice (迷人的声音)
- Example:
The mermaid had a siren voice that lured sailors to their doom.
21. mardi gras (狂欢节)
- Example:
New Orleans is famous for its lively mardi gras celebration.
22. skim (掠过)
- Example:
The bird skimmed the surface of the water as it searched for fish.
23. crotchless (没有档的)
- Example:
The gymnast wore crotchless underwear to allow for greater flexibility.
24. exclusives (独家产品)
- Example:
The magazine published exclusive interviews with celebrities.
25. spanx (塑身衣)
- Example:
The woman wore spanx under her dress to smooth out her figure.
26. tylenol (泰诺)
- Example:
The patient took tylenol to relieve her headache.
27. blegh (呕吐声)
- Example:
The child made a blegh sound after tasting the bitter medicine.
28. sentimental (伤感的)
- Example:
The old man was sentimental about his childhood memories.
29. charms (护身符)
- Example:
The woman wore a necklace with several charms that were believed to bring good luck.
30. deface (毁容)
- Example:
The vandal defaced the statue with graffiti.
31. intestines (肠)
- Example:
The medical student was studying the human intestines in anatomy class.
32. swiffer (扫地机器人)
- Example:
The woman used a swiffer to clean the floor.
33. trauma (创伤)
- Example:
The soldier suffered severe trauma after the car accident.
34. urinate (小便)
- Example:
The man stopped by the side of the road to urinate.
35. brothel (妓院)
- Example:
The police raided a brothel and arrested the prostitutes and their customers.
36. panini (帕尼尼三明治)
- Example:
The coffee shop served a variety of delicious paninis.
37. force of habit (形成的习惯)
- Example:
He greeted his neighbor every morning out of force of habit, even though he didn't really know her.
38. slash (斜杠)
- Example:
The worker slashed the canvas with a razor blade.
39. narcissistic (自恋的)
- Example:
Her narcissistic personality made it difficult for her to maintain relationships.
40. gumbo (浓汤)
- Example:
The Louisiana restaurant served a spicy gumbo filled with shrimp, chicken, and sausage.
41. stoned (嗑药后的)
- Example:
The man was acting strangely because he was stoned.
42. fluster (慌乱)
- Example:
The student was flustered when her teacher asked her a question.
43. dollface (漂亮女人)
- Example:
The man called his girlfriend "dollface" as a term of endearment.
44. skunky (臭的)
- Example:
The marijuana had a skunky smell.
45. innuendo (暗示)
- Example:
The politician was accused of making inappropriate innuendos during his speech.
46. beaver (海狸)
- Example:
The beavers built a dam across the river.
47. cobbler (鞋匠)
- Example:
The cobbler repaired the man's shoes.
48. speedo (游泳运动员穿的紧身泳裤)
- Example:
The swimmer wore a speedo to compete in the race.
49. amuse-bouche (开胃菜)
- Example:
The restaurant served an amuse-bouche of roasted vegetables before the main course.
50. corrugated (波纹的)
- Example:
The cardboard box had corrugated edges for extra strength.
51. vicinity (附近)
- Example:
The store is located in the vicinity of the school.
52. in-laws (姻亲)
- Example:
The woman had a difficult relationship with her in-laws.
53. cringe (畏缩)
- Example:
The audience cringed when the comedian told an offensive joke.
54. dowry (嫁妆)
- Example:
The wealthy family offered their daughter a large dowry when she married.
55. tuberculosis (肺结核)
- Example:
The doctor diagnosed the patient with tuberculosis.
56. abusive (虐待的)
- Example:
The abusive husband beat his wife and children.
57. phobia (恐惧症)
- Example:
The woman had a phobia of spiders.
58. confess (承认)
- Example:
The criminal confessed to the murder.
59. far-flung (遥远的)
- Example:
Her family lived in a far-flung corner of the world.
60. intricately (复杂地)
- Example:
The artist painted an intricately detailed mural.
61. slaughtered (屠杀)
- Example:
The invading army slaughtered the villagers.
62. intricately choreography (精心编排)
- Example:
The ballet was a work of art with intricately choreography.
63. sloppy joe (烤牛肉三明治)
- Example:
The diner served sloppy joes with fries.
64. vomit jokes (呕吐笑话)
- Example:
The comedian made a series of vomit jokes that were met with mixed reactions from the audience.
65. bagels (百吉饼)
- Example:
The bakery sold a variety of fresh bagels.
66. saliva (唾液)
- Example:
The scientist studied the chemical composition of saliva.
67. intrigued (好奇的)
- Example:
She was intrigued by the mystery novel.
68. buoyant (浮力的)
- Example:
The boat was buoyant enough to hold several passengers.
69. strontium (锶)
- Example:
Strontium is a chemical element used in fireworks.
70. spherical (球形的)
- Example:
The earth is a spherical planet.
71. trophies (奖杯)
- Example:
The athlete had a collection of trophies from his many victories.
72. glean (收集)
- Example:
The farmer gleaned the wheat from the field.
73. bloat free belly (无腹胀的肚子)
- Example:
The new diet promised to give you a bloat free belly.